"Wonderin' Again" lyrics

Hide my tears
(Ayo, Bleu)

I had to learn to keep my distance from my friends, huh
Had to separate my real life from a lens, huh
Certain death ain't phased me heavy 'cause I ain't attend, huh
Don't take that shit out on me, bro, go get revenge, huh (Yeah)
Emotions flowin' through my head, I held 'em back for years (Yeah)
Live TV, you see my pain, I gotta hide the tears
Tee-tee trippin', whenever she drunk, I had to hide the beers
My life for real, a couple nights, I felt like dyin' for real (Yeah)
And if I die today, my family really gon' be ashamed (Ashamed, ashamed)
We wasn't talkin' on the daily, but some vibes can't change
I can't make nobody love me, I know you feel the same (I know you feel the same)
Black cloud over my city, ninety percent of chance to rain (Yeah)

I was wonderin', would you ever love me again? (Love me)
I know I hurt you from my past, send your number again (Again)
I believe in second chances, I won't be a dummy again (A dummy)
I'ma love you for who you is, and not your money again
(Could you love me?)
Again, again, again (Could you love me?), again, again
(Could you love me?)
Again, again, again (Could you love me?), again, again

Takin' them drugs make my life feel better (My life feel better)
If you know we ain't talk in a while, why you tryna fit in my schedule?
If it's an aftermarket band, can't put that bitch on my bezel
Brodie fightin' a state case, but the state was turnin' it federal
I can't lie, these nights, I been so lonely
I can't lie, my dogs is turnin' phony
I can't lie, I wish you was here to hold me
I can't lie, I wish you was here to hold me

I was wonderin', would you ever love me again? (Love me)
I know I hurt you from my past, send your number again (Again)
I believe in second chances, I won't be a dummy again (A dummy)
I'ma love you for who you is, and not your money again (Could you love me?)
Again, again, again (Could you love me?), again, again
(Could you love me?)
Again, again, again (Could you love me?), again, again

Could you love me? (Again, again, again)
Could you love me again?
Again, again, again