"Let Go" lyrics

I don't want another blessin' in my life
I'm undeserving of the fortunes that are mine
I think it's killin' me
This luck was never mine
But I'll go willingly
(Just take it away from me)

Let me sink 'til I float
Let me drink then drive home
Tell me "Yes" then scream "No"
Pull me up then let go
Teach me all that you know
I am your pupil to loathe
I wanna live where you don't
I wanna do what you don't (What you don't)

I want it all, now I don't
I don't know why I can't leave this alone
And I reap what I sow, I will know
Who cast a stone, I can't let this shit go

No, I don't wanna know
Don't let me know
Leave it alone, I can't leave this alone
No, I don't wanna know
Don't let me know
(Leave it alone, I can't leave it alone)

Let me sink 'til I float
Let me drink then drive home
Tell me "Yes" then scream "No"
Pull me up then let go
Teach me all that you know
I am your pupil to loathe
I wanna live where you don't
I wanna do what you don't
What you don't