"Remorse Outro" lyrics

Big Oz on the keyboard and shit

I lost a lot, a lot of shit I did and been through I don't even remember cause
I was self medicating, poppin xan's, drinking lean and shit, trying to forget
But at the end of the day, man
I could never really forget it
That shit apart of me even when I try as much as I try to
It just come back and I don't know if that shit making me stronger or what
I really shouldn't even be tryna forget it, but fuck

In the trenches with apes, my killas was starving so niggas got ate
In this business with all the attention I notice that niggas be fake
Give my loved one enough try to show him the way, but it filled him with hate
Although I can't relate, they gave me they plate and I filled it with steak
Having feminine traits can't go get it honest, they willing to snake
I rather respect niggas gangsters up close they see it and take
Type of shit that I can't go back to the streets I lost all my faith
A whole lot of niggas turn jakes
They riding and telling the state
They telling the feds all they niggas dead like my niggas ain't (Pussy!)
Wanna see me in jail, but they can't it's way too much money I make (Pussy!)
And the life that I'm livin' they wish they was livin' they want them a taste
Got a stay at my pace I was moving too fast, ain't none to chase

Man I lost my lil brother to this shit
Before that don't get me wrong, I lost a lot but I feel like it's real gangsters
That's what we signed up for he just ain't deserve it
Funny thing is though, when I think about it in the deepest way, knowing him, he felt like that's what he signed up for too, anyway possible
I rather it be me right there by his side next to him cause I feel like it would've been different
And it should've been different, these days, I miss living life based off that
G Herbo, Swerv