"Ain't Me" lyrics

Wake up in the morning
Have to put aside the past
I learned to keep it to myself and tend to hide behind this mask
I guess my feelings ain't important
Nobody cares to even ask
So I gotta keep everybody smiling while I'm looking for a laugh

Lying to the world
But I wish that I was honest cause
Its killing me for sure
No I don't want it I

Cry out calling looking for someone
They ask for more when all I wanna be is done
The tears of a clown is the pool where I'm drowning
Cause who they love ain't me
Oh oh. Oh oh.
Cause who they love ain't me
Who they love ain't

All the things they think
Kill my loneliness with a drink, been a long time since
I felt like myself yea
I guess I'm scared, if they see the real me
They'll all change their minds, so, I'll never tell
Em
I'm

Lying to the world
But I wish that I was honest cause
Its killing me for sure
No I don't want it I

Cry out calling looking for someone
They ask for more when all I wanna be is done
The tears of a clown is the pool where I'm drowning
Cause who they love ain't me
Oh oh. Oh oh.
Cause who they love ain't me
Who they love ain't

Lying to the world
I swear I'm being honest cause
That ain't what I'm here for
And no I can't hide it

Cry out calling looking for someone
They ask for more when all I wanna be is done
The tears of a clown is the pool where I'm drowning
Cause who they love ain't me
Oh oh. Oh oh.
Cause who they love ain't me
Who they love ain't