"HAPPY TEARS" lyrics

If you know me, you know, I don't, I don't, I don't get happy
I'm more of "What's next?" type of nigga, I always wanna know what's next

Some days I wanna snap, some days I wanna chill
Some days I wanna rap and there some days I wanna- (Some days I wanna-)
Some days I wanna sip, I ain't tryna pop a pill
Some days when I love life and it be days I don't wanna live (I don't wanna live)
I been crying happy tears
I been crying happy tears, I don't mind happy tears
Said I ain't did that shit in years, I been crying happy tears (Crying happy ears)
You don't know how it feels, just stay down and stay real and nigga, you can end up here (You can end up here)

Okay, '22 his year, he turned twenty-two this year (Twenty-two this year)
And my kid due this year, shit, what else to do this year? (Shit do to this year)
Shit, they ain't never gave to me, still gave back, nothin' left for me to give (Nothin' left for me to give)
When everybody you loved left, ain't nothin' else to do but live
If we don't take it, what's gon' numb us
And ain't nothin' else to do but feel it (Ain't nothin' else to do but feel it)
Poppin' this shit back to back, you know I'm working temporary
Just did a show in the city, it was litty, I killed it (I killed it)
Nothin' left to take with me, left it all in the building (In the building)
Gang task say I'm lieutenant, I call it, I send it (I send it)
Even tried calling the show, brang it all to an ending (An ending)
They speak on what they think they know, I can't lie, I'm offended (I'm offended)
You goofy niggas got the whole fucking world in our business (Yeah, in our business)
Living in a whole other world, I'ma end it (I'ma end it)
I'm here and ain't nowhere near finish, it's just the beginning (It's just the beginning)
I get it and spend it (And spend it), then go get it again
City on fire, the streets heated it again (Streets heated again), them youngins believe in revenge (In revenge)
It's 'bout six in the morning, by ten I'm probably gon' beat it again (Beat it again)
Black truck and chauffeured today, tomorrow I'm probably gon' be in a Benz (Be in a Benz)
I go post in the hood, they love it, surprised when it come to an end (To an end)
Probably surprise 'em again in a month, but I can't promise ain't leaving again
He got his angels on side of him, they finna ride on his demons again (Again, on side of him, again, slide on 'em)
Ayy, when shit got harder (Harder), youngin went harder (Went harder)
Run it up, I needed a dollar (A dollar), now they on my dick, don't bother (Don't btoher)
Wonder, do it still bother my people I ain't a scholar now? (I'm not a scholar)
Tryna add it all up to 'til it's equal, rich nigga problems now
The hate never brought me down (Never brought me down)
Take what they saying and I say, "Fuck 'em", and I'ma be this way until they gun me down

Some days I wanna snap (Some days I wanna snap), some days I wanna chill (Some days I wanna chill)
Some days I wanna rap (I wanna rap) and there some days I wanna- (Some days I wanna-)
Some days I wanna sip (I wanna sip), I ain't tryna pop a pill (I ain't tryna die)
Some days when I love life and it be days I don't wanna live (I don't wanna live)
I been crying happy tears
Say, I been crying happy tears, I don't mind happy tears
Said I ain't did that shit in years (No, I ain't did that shit in years), I been crying happy tears
You don't know how it feels (Know how it feels), just stay down and stay real and nigga, you can end up here (You can end up here)

Somebody tell me what happened, do that mean I'm happy?
Somebody tell me what happened, do that mean I'm happy?