"Falling Backwards" lyrics

Am I falling backwards
Until I reach the top
Am I falling backwards
I hope that it don't stop

(Aye, aye)
What am I trying for
Lost up in my mental
All up in my grill
Can you get up out my dental?
Why I keep trying
With my head on a swivel
I don't really know
If I wanna live or die
Dark clouds
And some heavy rain
Held the pain in
Now I gotta let it outside
I'm riding
When it comes to the gang (go)
Going full throttle
How we do it on this side

Am I falling backwards
Until I reach the top
Am I falling backwards
I hope that it don't stop
And I said what I said
Even if it was in my head
Am I falling backwards
Until I reach the top
Reach the top

(Aye, aye)
You gonna lose me
Telling me what to do
I feel a cool chill
As I enter the room
It's a problem baby girl
But not a problem to you
I don't wanna fall in love
Cause I'm the one not the two
I gotta big heart
But I put it on ice
I gotta cold soul
But the heat feels nice
You say you ridin' with me
Til' the end of my time
All I wanna do
Is shine and grind
Tryna make life mine

Am I falling backwards
Until I reach the top
Am I falling backwards
I hope that it don't stop
And I said what I said
Even if it was in my head
Am I falling backwards
Until I reach the top
Reach the top