"never met" lyrics

If I could read your mind, I'd know that you're scared
You wake up worried that I won't be there
If I could leap in time, I'd go way back when
And I would make it so we never met

I just woke up from a dream
You were gone, and I was happy
It's the same one every week
And it feels like I'm relapsing

And every word feels plastic
And every kiss tastes grey
Both of my lungs are blackened
I'd rather hurt myself to feel okay

If I could read your mind, I'd know that you're scared
You wake up worried that I won't be there
If I could leap in time, I'd go way back when
And I would make it so we never met

How many days can I stay fighting?
All these feelings of resentment just keep climbing
So I take poison in through my breathes
Maybe that'll leave the thoughts dead

And every word feels plastic
And every kiss tastes grey
Both of my lungs are blackened
I'd rather hurt myself to feel okay

If I could read your mind, I'd know that you're scared
You wake up worried that I won't be there
If I could leap in time, I'd go way back when
And I would make it so we never met

If I could read your mind, I'd know that you're scared
You wake up worried that I won't be there
If I could leap in time, I'd go way back when
And I would make it so we never met