"whenever ur dying" lyrics

I love every time that you crying
And I don't give a fuck whenever you're trying
To get me back, oh no, you'll never have me back
I'm alive whenever you're dying

Remember back to when you made me feel warm
All of the love and the lies had me so torn
We were fluctuating, just so frustrating
All the drugs I've taken never had me so low

I don't wanna waste more time
I don't wanna face more lies
I don't wanna take another ride
On your endless rollercoaster, push me far and pull me closer

I love every time that you crying
And I don't give a fuck whenever you're trying
To get me back, oh no, you'll never have me back
I'm alive whenever you're dying

And you learned the hard way not to cross me off
Thought you had more chances left but you were wrong
Made me hate myself, I let you all long
Tried to break me down, you can't take me down

I don't wanna waste more time
I don't wanna face more lies
I don't wanna take another ride
On your endless rollercoaster, push me far and pull me closer

I love every time that you crying
And I don't give a fuck whenever you're trying
To get me back, oh no, you'll never have me back
I'm alive whenever you're dying