"DEAD TO THE OLD ME" lyrics
(Roc this shit the fuck out, Hari)
Prayin' to the Lord about this shit that I can't speak about
I know he gon' take it all if I make a wrong move
I'm havin' dreams about them drills, I get to tweakin' out
Gotta watch my deck, they gon' one-up me if my cards loose
Stoop to they level, they gon' kill you at they own game
Can't live no double life, I'm killin' all my old ways
Since I was young, people told me I act an old age
I got an old soul, I'm relivin' my old days
I ain't cry when times got hard, I stayed down, played my part
The fact that I stayed solid when they folded filled my heart
Can't even see my lil' girl, my BM mad I don't want no parts
I just wan' be a father, she tryna leave my lil' girl scarred
And mama always said tryna make you happy ain't that wack
You don't never have my back when I be down
You just used me for my energy, you wasn't even really feelin' me
It's fucked up, had me feelin' like a clown
Hoes I went to school with ain't fuck with me fuck with me now
Niggas I blew my tool with some fools, so I don't fuck with 'em now
I said I'd do it, I stand on it, I just can't let you down
You flaw, I don't know where you stand, homie, you can't come around
Yeah
And I don't know where you stand, homie, you can't come around
Yeah
I had a dream I seen my mans, he tried to run me down
Prayin' to the Lord about this shit that I can't speak about
I know he gon' take it all if I make a wrong move
I'm havin' dreams about them drills, I get to tweakin' out
Gotta watch my deck, they gon' one-up me if my cards loose
Stoop to they level, they gon' kill you at they own game
Can't live no double life, I'm killin' all my old ways
Since I was young, people told me I act an old age
I got an old soul, I'm relivin' my old days
Prayin' to the Lord about this shit that I can't speak about
I know he gon' take it all if I make a wrong move
I'm havin' dreams about them drills, I get to tweakin' out
Gotta watch my deck, they gon' one-up me if my cards loose
Stoop to they level, they gon' kill you at they own game
Can't live no double life, I'm killin' all my old ways
Since I was young, people told me I act an old age
I got an old soul, I'm relivin' my old days
I ain't cry when times got hard, I stayed down, played my part
The fact that I stayed solid when they folded filled my heart
Can't even see my lil' girl, my BM mad I don't want no parts
I just wan' be a father, she tryna leave my lil' girl scarred
And mama always said tryna make you happy ain't that wack
You don't never have my back when I be down
You just used me for my energy, you wasn't even really feelin' me
It's fucked up, had me feelin' like a clown
Hoes I went to school with ain't fuck with me fuck with me now
Niggas I blew my tool with some fools, so I don't fuck with 'em now
I said I'd do it, I stand on it, I just can't let you down
You flaw, I don't know where you stand, homie, you can't come around
Yeah
And I don't know where you stand, homie, you can't come around
Yeah
I had a dream I seen my mans, he tried to run me down
Prayin' to the Lord about this shit that I can't speak about
I know he gon' take it all if I make a wrong move
I'm havin' dreams about them drills, I get to tweakin' out
Gotta watch my deck, they gon' one-up me if my cards loose
Stoop to they level, they gon' kill you at they own game
Can't live no double life, I'm killin' all my old ways
Since I was young, people told me I act an old age
I got an old soul, I'm relivin' my old days
