"Out Of Season" lyrics

I been down these days
I been out of season, I know
I really got to learn to let things go
I know, I hear you
I never really wanted to let you in
Now I know you're off somewhere with him, mhh
I've been on my own for so many reasons

'Cause I've been wrong before
I know know that sometimes I'm a jerk
Sometimes you're just tired from work
It's okay, I hear you
But you don't have to play me for the fool
If you ain't into this no more it's cool, mhh
I've been on my own now for many seasons

Something just keeps pulling me away from you
This storm follows me and I won't make it through
'Cause I can be a selfish, fuck I know
And I don't have an ounce of self control, ohh
I've been down these days, I've been out of season

'Cause deep inside my soul I'm dying of something
I don't know
If I'll ever learn to let the wind blow as it will
And you were up to something this, I know
I could feel it somewhere in my bones, whoa
I heard every word but they lost all meaning

'Cause something just keeps pulling me away from you
This storm follows me and I won't make it through
'Cause I can be a selfish, fuck I know
And I don't have an ounce of self control, ohh
I've been down these days, I've been out of season

I been down these days
I been out of season