"100 Missed Calls" lyrics

(100 missed calls)
(I need this time to myself)

100 missed calls, I need this time to myself
Even my girl think I'm with another girl, I'm really by myself
Who's there when I need em, foe nem died and I'm grieving
Keep having thoughts bout you leaving, baby, I'm fighting demons

I need some time to focus, ain gone lie I'm open (mm)
Leaving without no explanation, you might think I'm bogus (mm)
Just gone without no destination hoping I get over it
Give everybody my everything and they think they getting over me
Thinking about my losses, I'm tryna get my bag back
Meanwhile niggas got the same 24 as me, need to cash out
Opps keep woofing tryna provoke me they want me to crash out
If I don't give my cash out, they call me the bad guy
I keep my phone on dnd, til I come back and make you a boss
Ion want you to just depend on me (no no no no)
My kids cant see my hurt, na that ain't some ima let them see (no no no no)
And if ain't my momma calling then I'm sleep
I think I've been as real as I can be

100 missed calls, I need this time to myself
Even my girl think I'm with another girl, I'm really by myself
Who's there when I need em, foe nem died and I'm grieving
Keep having thoughts bout you leaving, baby, I'm fighting demons (mmm)