"i shouldn't call you" lyrics

The way we said goodbye
Still brings water to my eyes
In my bedroom
I know you said it wouldn't work
But I still don't have the nerve
To believe you, hm-mm

But when it's late at night and I can't sleep
I miss the way it was when we were 23
It's tearin' me up right now 'cause I know, I know

I shouldn't call you
'Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passin' by your place
I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone
I try to let it go, I know I know better
I shouldn't call you
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to

It's still my gut reaction
My insecure attachment
Can't stop my heart from racin'
Hands are shakin', bound to happen

In the back of your car with your hands on me
I miss the way it was when we were 23
It's tearin' me up right now 'cause I know, I know

I shouldn't call you
'Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passin' by your place
I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone
I try to let it go, I know I know better
I shouldn't call you (I shouldn't call you)
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to

It's been hard to break all the habits I made
When you're one call away, I can't stand that
Look on your face, got it stuck in my brain
And I hate it, but I know that

I shouldn't call you
'Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to (I shouldn't want to)
When I'm passin' by your place
I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone
I try to let it go, I know I know better
I shouldn't call you (I shouldn't call you)
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to
No, I don't know how, I don't know how not to