"EXIT WOUNDS" lyrics

And I don't think I have it in me
Lord knows I wanna die
And my heart is still empty
So maybe this 9
Really kills the monster in me
I got it chambered
And peace is waiting on me

But I don't know man
What if I regret it?
What if depression is genetic?
And the same pain came for my son
And it possessed him
'Cause I wasn't there to protect him
I wasn't there to protect him

Floating, floating face down
Let me sink, let me drown
Floating, floating face down
Let me sink

Yeah, they say the good die young
But moms aren't supposed to bury their sons
They ain't posed to try and dissect
Where the pain came from or wonder
If it's something they did wrong

But my demons callin' and I'm finally gonna answer them
The Devil at my door, I'm finally gonna let him in
Been takin' these pills since I was a kid
And now I'm too tired to swim
Too tired to swim

Floating, floating face down
Let me sink, let me drown
Floating, floating face down
Let me sink, let me drown

Forgive me father for I am sin
I'm a reflection of the demons I let in
A mirror image of the monsters in my skin
I am the wind, I am the rain
I am the trauma I was born in
I am the trauma I was born in

Life is hell so death must be heaven
Life is hell so death must be heaven
Life is hell so death must be heaven
And this depression is a weapon, bring the fuckin' armageddon

And this depression is a weapon, bring the fuckin' armageddon
And this depression is a weapon, bring the fuckin' armageddon