"How I Live" lyrics

My brother woke up from his sleep in the night and had a seizure
Fighting for his life and surviving for the future
See it on their faces, niggas thought I was a loser
Working every second, I'm not the type to seduce ya

They think I'm okay, 'cause I'm posting all this pictures
They say he's an angel 'cause he's posing as a preacher
Prayed for the ones above us and the ones that are beneath us
Prone to mistakes and perfection is for Jesus

365 days if I do it my way
Never had it my way
Different type of migraine
My pain is my pain
My gain is my gain
Ain't no competition if you're thriving on the right way

Oh, I, I
Am I overthinking this too much? Oh I, I
Maybe I'm not worthy of this sacrifice-fice
This is how I live, this is not just a fucking vibe
Not a fucking vibe

Sorry to the ones that I stepped on just to see front
Sorry to my baby countless time I had to cheat on
Sorry to my brothers for the fights and the aggression
Sorry to my friends and the ones I didn't mention
Sorry to my mother for the distance and neglection
Sorry to my daddy for the hatred and the pressure
Sorry to my sisters, they don't know that it's depression
Sorry to myself and I hope I learnt my lessons

365 days if I do it my way
Never had it my way
Different type of migraine
My pain is my pain
My gain is my gain
Ain't no competition if you're thriving on the right way

Oh I, I
Am I overthinking this too much? Oh I, I
Maybe I'm not worthy of this sacrifice-fice
This is how I live, this is not just a fucking vibe
Not a fucking vibe

Joe, you're tripping