"Light Of My Life, You Cast A Shadow On The Wall" lyrics

Light of my life, you cast a shadow on the wall
Making monsters out of you and me when I look too long
Light of my life, you cast a shadow on my wall
Hanging on with knuckles white, I'd almost rather be alone

Higher, higher, higher
We want to lift you higher
Higher, higher, higher
Higher

Paranoia, close the curtains
I'm making moonshine in the bathtub
Drawn to you, moth to flame
Which one of us is hiding things?
I don't wanna bring vibes down
Forget about it, let's just hang out
Take shots, I stand, nope, I fall down
Light off, I can't afford a meltdown
I hallucinate, but out here ain't safe
I just don't really think I'm meant to date right now
Got the baseball bat on my bedside
Fight off past-life demons in real time
I don't speak to anyone who used to be mine
Right hand cross my left side
I can't give no advice, but I can tell you that I'm
Online all the time because I need the attention
Shadow banned, if I speak up, I lose connection
What a world we're living in
How could I have children?
Used to want five, now I'm on the pill
Real wave, make you pray that they won't steal
I mean

'Cause the world's on fire
And I know that we could put it out
But I'm always tired
If I'm not, I'm drunk or hungover
'Cause the world's on fire
And I know that time is running out
Calling cap on you, liar
Close your eyes, I don't think I'm alright

Higher, higher, higher
We want to lift you higher
Higher, higher, higher
Higher