"Your Used To Be" lyrics

Today's another day wanting you won't fade way
'Cause you're the strongest memory I ever made
Oh, I messed up my heart and tears, they're drowning me
I can't get used to being your used-to-be

The doctor calls my condition terminal love
Oh he says my emotions are all chained up
Lord, [?] if I don't get free
But I can't get used to being your used-to-be

Your leaving didn't make the feeling
Oh you're easy to borrow, but too hard to keep
You're out of reach, oh but you're still holding me
I can't get used to being your used-to-be

Your love came like an angel, but your memory's like a thief
What comes around at night stealing all my sleep
Oh I'm holding to your picture and making believe
That I'll soon get over being your used-to-be

That I'll soon get over being your used-to-be