"rock bottom" lyrics

Looking for answers in tarot decks
Somebody said there's a drug for that
Just take on the roll as the crazy ex
Cuz all's fair in love on the internet

Too old to start smoking cigarettes
Learning to cope with the fear of death
Drunk on delusions, just pirouette
All around the bare naked truth of it

'Cause it feels like, you're never learning
You're falling, for the same kind of person
And swear you'll wake up someone different
But find yourself back to bad habits
Like they're an old friend
See you at rock bottom again

Same affirmations you've heard again
Good things will come, you're deserving them
Good things will come, you're deserving them
Just wish you could believe a word of them

It feels like you're never honest
So you slide
Back into feelings that
Feel like how can you tell someone
Something you can't tell yourself

And it feels like, you're never learning
You're falling for the same kinda person
And swear you'll, wake up someone different
You find yourself back to bad habits
Like they're an old friend
See you at rock bottom again

'Cause it feels like, you're never learning
You're falling, for the same kind of person
And swear you'll wake up someone different
But find yourself back to bad habits
Like they're an old friend
See you at rock bottom again