"Heartless" lyrics

(Guess I'm acting like a tsundere)

She loves me, but I don't love her back
Should I, feel awkward or even feel bad?
I got girls at my neck tryna get me check
But I don't care, I fell in love with my bed

What should I say I'm tempted just to humor her anyway
Gotta feeling I'll go on a date with her but then decay
So am I evil or childish? I'm confused at the subject
To play the game is a crime, and I'm afraid to be a suspect

It's easy when you think about it
Feelings bloom but for me it's forever winter
My soul is frozen and broken
My body north December

See it's not irrational, I'm just afraid of heartbreak
And if anything mutual feelings are kinda startling
I'm cupid's narcoleptic fall in love easy as I fall asleep
And it's not hard to get a love song flowing outta me

So it's not you it's me I promise
I'm just shy and overlooked
I wrote a verse instead of telling you
I'm feeling kinda shook like

She loves me, what did I do to deserve you
You're just a muse that makes me make tunes
I'm heartless, know that I'm sorry regardless
I'm just a fool don't mean to be cruel

Guess I'm acting like a tsundere
I'm soon to pay for the moves you made into fooling me
And to be honest I'm just tired of foolery
I pray that either you and I are soon to be we
Or at least we freeze all the talks of the breeze and other topics
I keep a guard of my heart but you just brought lock picks

Stop it, I'm a beautiful loser
Guess I cover it up with a douche
I'm just afraid of how I could treat you
When I'm the one you chose

(She loves me, but I'm heartless
I'm just a fool)