"Nihilist Kite Flyer" lyrics

Am I living my life
As if I'm flying a kite
Without a string
Without any meaning
All through the day
All through the night
Asking myself
When I just might
When I just might be found
When I just might see clearly
When I just might be found
With my feet above the ground
And though I've always wanted an anwser
Now I know better
Or am I just blind
By the need to be defined
Caught in between
Who I am and who I will be
And though I've always wanted an anwser
Now I know better
Or am I just the one
Drifting too close to the sun