"Better Than I've Ever Been" lyrics

I wanna know what kept us going
I never figured it out
It's a big can of worms, sometimes it hurts
To even think about, we should throw it out

I see us sitting on that couch again with fucked up feelings
Too scared to just admit
We both knew the dog was at our house but kept it on the outside
But since we called it quits

I'm better than I've ever been
I'm better than I've ever been

Don't get me wrong, I'm not holding on
To some bitterness, I swear I hope you're doing as well as I am
With no more pretending we don't see it ending at all
No more lying to each others face

Might be I'll see you down the road again in a different lifetime
But 'til then I just wanna say

That it's alright
And I hope you get to find someone
Cause we're not kidding ourselves again
And it's okay
Pick whichever way you wanna go
I've got a feeling you'll take the right one
Was a long way back, a long way back
To class myself as sane again
A long way back, a long way back
But in the end...

I'm better than I've ever been
I'm better than I've ever been
I'm better than I've ever been
I'm better than I've ever been

That it's alright
And I hope you get to find someone
Cause we're not kidding ourselves again
And it's okay
Pick whichever way you wanna go
I've got a feeling you'll take the right one
Was a long way back, a long way back
To class myself as sane again
A long way back, a long way back
But in the end...

I'm better than I've ever been