"sad. sad." lyrics

This type of low is my area code
I stay locked up in my apartment
I need to move out, pack my mental and bounce
But I'm stuck with these stains in the carpet

I don't know, where'd my time go?
I'm almost thirty, only feel worthy online
(Fuck my life)

I wish that I could cry right now
Maybe that would slow things down
Just take a little time to vent
And unload the heavy shit
'Cause I've been walkin' on a wire
And I can't see where it ends
God knows I'll be right back here again
It's a sad, sad state I'm livin' in

Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state I'm livin' in
Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state

Stuck on the couch with a bowl, burnin' out
Nah I can't get high but I'm trying
Church on T.V, every word cuttin' deep
I get it, I suck, don't remind me

I don't know, where'd my time go?
I'm still relivin' glory days from '09
(Fuck my life)

I wish that I could cry right now
Maybe that would slow things down
Just take a little time to vent
And unload the heavy shit
'Cause I've been walkin' on a wire
And I can't see where it ends
God knows I'll be right back here again
It's a sad, sad state I'm livin' in

Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state I'm livin' in
Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state

Sad, sad, sad, sad
Yeah
Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state

When are the doors gonna open?
I'm broke and I know that I'm broken
Just stackin' up my doubts, yeah
Feels like I don't got a purpose
Watching the clock and I'm nervous
These tears ain't coming out

I wish that I could cry right now
Maybe that would slow things down
Just take a little time to vent
And unload the heavy shit
'Cause I've been walkin' on a wire
And I can't see where it ends
God knows I'll be right back here again
It's a sad, sad state I'm livin' in

Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state I'm livin' in
Sad, sad, sad, sad
It's a sad, sad state