"Spirits" lyrics

I believe in the spirits but I can't believe in grace
I know my heart is dirty, I know my ways
I believe in the Father but I can't believe I'm saved
I wake up with the Devil, I wake up indifferent, grave

Take a deep breath, teak a deep breath, oh
I fall short, I fall short, I fall
Take a deep breath, take a deep breath, oh
I fall short, I fall short

When I let go, I came alive
Let me tell you what I saw on the other side
Take my soul, let me die
And I'll tell you what I saw on the other side
Where I went wrong, I'll make it right
And I don't wanna believe but I'm seein' signs
I had to die to see the light
Let me tell you what I saw on the other side

I'll tell ya, I'll tell ya
I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side
I'll tell ya, I'll tell ya
I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side

I believe in a Heaven but I don't believe I'll see
Inside or a savior or a chance to say I'm happy
I believe I'm in Hell and I can't believe I'm free
To wake up from this nightmare 'fore the rope will stop my feet

Take a deep breath, teak a deep breath, oh
I fall short, I fall short, I fall
Take a deep breath, take a deep breath, oh
I fall short, I fall short

When I let go, I came alive
Let me tell you what I saw on the other side
Take my soul, let me die
And I'll tell you what I saw on the other side
Where I went wrong, I'll make it right
And I don't wanna believe but I'm seein' signs
I had to die to see the light
Let me tell you what I saw on the other side

I'll tell ya, I'll tell ya
I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side
I'll tell ya, I'll tell ya
I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side

Kill me, kill me, I'm begging you
I'm looking for a way out
Hopin' any day now
Kill me, kill me, I'm begging you
I'm looking for a way out
Hopin' any day now
Heal me, heal me, I'm begging you
I'm looking for a way out
Hopin' any day now
Heal me, heal me, I'm begging you
I'm looking for a way out
Hopin' any day now

When I let go, I came alive
Let me tell you what I saw on the other side
Take my soul, let me die
And I'll tell you what I saw on the other side
Where I went wrong, I'll make it right
And I don't wanna believe but I'm seein' signs
I had to die to see the light
Let me tell you what I saw on the other side

I'll tell ya, I'll tell ya
I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side
I'll tell ya, I'll tell ya
I'll tell ya what I saw on the other side