"Unwell" lyrics

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I talked to my therapist
They told me, pretend you don't exist
And after time I've had time it'll get better
So I don't say your name out loud
But the ghost of you still in my house
Now I don't know how time going to make it better

I just wanna get over you
Fall asleep in my livin' room
Dreamed I moved on, finally
But the memory of you finds me
I just wanna let go too soon
But I need help with forgettin' you
Getting better feels like it moves too slow

'Cause I don't know how to cope
So I hide in my phone
I can't fuck with my feelings
'Cause they don't help with the healin'
My mental hopes I choke
It's hands around my throat
I'm in deep and I know I need help
'Cause I can tell, I'm just unwell

I've had friends that lost their lives
Clock still ticks like no one's died
So how do people think that time makes it better?
The end of life might not exist
So we may never talk again
And getting better feels like it moves too slow

'Cause I don't know how to cope
So I hide in my phone
I can't fuck with my feelings
'Cause they don't help with the healin'
My mental hopes I choke
It's hands around my throat
I'm in deep and I know I need help
'Cause I can tell, I'm just unwell

I'm just, I'm just
I'm just unwell
Unwell, unwell
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