"Awful Truth" lyrics

Oh I've always been good at leaving
I didn't mean to be this way
But I'll leave like your hard-earned money
When you got bills to pay

And I'm pretty good at drinking
Just enough to ease my pain
But if my momma saw me shaking
I wonder what she'd say

So excuse me if I seem to be confused
But I just realized an awful truth
I ain't never been good at nothing good for me
But lately, I've been good at loving you

Oh I ain't any good at being lonely
And I've been alone too much
But I'd rather be all by myself
Than to hurt someone I love

I'm good at staying up all night
Fighting wars with myself in my own head
Over things that I did wrong and apologies
That I never said

So excuse me if I seem to be confused
But I just realized an awful truth
I ain't never been good at nothing good for me
And lately, I've been good at loving you

So excuse me if I seem to be confused
But I just realized an awful truth
I ain't never been good at nothing good for me
And lately, I've been good at loving you
Good at loving you

Oh I've always been good at leaving