"New Mood" lyrics

Why can't I put the past on ice?
So fuckin' bad at cuttin' ties
I'm sick of suckin' on old juice
The same old news, still applies

I wish that I could just move forward
Instead of bein' an emotional hoarder
I think it's time for cuttin' lose
It's time for choosin' what you choose
And once you find your point of view
Hope you light up like a fuse
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood

Why can't I take my own advice?
Once was bad but now it's twice
I'm sick of fuckin' with past lives
The same past lies still apply

I wish that I could just move forward
Instead of bein' an emotional hoarder
I think it's time for cuttin' lose
It's time for choosin' what you choose
And once you find your point of view

I hope you light up like a fuse
I wanna light up a new mood
Where I choose what I choose
And I finally cut it loose
And I've found my point of view

I think it's time for cuttin' loose
It's time for choosing what you choose
And once you find your point of view
I hope you light a fuckin' fuse
I wanna light up a new muse
I wanna light up a new mood
I wanna light up a new mood

I chase illusion every time
Until I'm fuckin' petrified
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it back again, again
Again, again, again, again

I wanna run it again
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run again

And when I'm happy and in love
I'll know the burn was worth the buzz
'Cause like Ethan Hawke in before sunrise
I guess it's just a little too hard to summarize

And I'm sorry I'm not sorry
I really don't want to apologize
For takin' my time wrestlin' with doubt
It took me a second to realize, it wasn't either, it was neither
And honestly, I'm just workin' it out

I fuck it up like every time
Once it's over I question why
And jump right back where it began
Before I know

I wanna run it again
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it again, again, again

I chase illusion every time
Until I'm fuckin' petrified
I wanna run it back again
I wanna run it again
I wanna run it again