"What's Good For Me" lyrics

I ain't no queen of hearts, I go through stages
I fall in love then complicate it
Yeah, you know the feeling
Without much hope just blind ambition
Pretending that there's nothing missing
I always kept believing

That more
I thought if I had more I wouldn't get so bored
But everything just left me empty
Love walking in and out of my door
Wasn't good enough no more
When I don't trust myself life really sucks

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And first time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time I'm gonna do it different
'Cause I know, I know, I know
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

I'm just trying to be creative
But everyone's so opinionated
Wanna tell me what I'm feeling
'Cause one man's junks another's treasure
When it's done it's hard to measure or keep from believing
That more, if only I had more, I wouldn't get so bored
But I know it's gonna leave me empty
Life, walking in and out of my door wasn't good enough no more
When I don't trust myself I'm gonna get stuck

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'Cause I don't want to live my life wondering
If only I would've, I should've, I could've
But I didn't 'cause I only blame myself again

First time I thought it but I didn't do it
Last time, that's when I really blew it
So this time, this time, this time
If I put everything I have into it
Eventually I'm gonna get what's good for me

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