"beautiful disaster" lyrics

I know by the time you wake up
You'd be tired holding on to something real
And do you see beneath my makeup?
'Cause I saw the way you held back how you feel

And you don't have to wipe my tears
'Cause I'm learning to grow stronger
If you need me, I'll be here

Wondering what comes after
A beautiful disaster
My heart's beating faster
I know that I'll find somebody new
And she'll show me
Be my one and only
Maybe I'll be happy
But until then I know I'll be better on my own

So don't do that, don't check on me
You watch my back most when I leave
But something tells me that this time, I'll be alright

So darling, you don't have to wipe my tears
'Cause I'm learning to grow stronger
If you need me, I'll be here

Wondering what comes after
A beautiful disaster
My heart's beating faster
I know that I'll find somebody new
And she'll show me
Be my one and only
Maybe I'll be happy
But until then I know I'll be better on my own

Ooh...

But until then I know I'll be better on my own