"DROWNING" lyrics

(Drink)
Drink 'til you can't think
'Til you start to sink down
Deep into the bottle once again
Poison all you are, all you'll ever be
Me? I don't even know her anyway

I lost my way, I lost my place
Forgot myself to life's cruel race
By circumstance, I lost my chance
I sink with bricks clenched inside of my hands

Out of sight, and out of mind
Easier to run and hide
Typical, typical
I can never find the light
Weighted by the memories
There's no good in anything
Cynical, cynical
This is all I'll ever be

A haunting reflection of misery
A repetitious painful history
I've never known no one as cold as me
As cold as me
As cold as-

Drowning, sinking
Time is fleeting
I don't want to drink away life anymore
Drowning, sinking
Slowly bleeding
Lungs too heavy
I sink as I have before

Cold
I fall too deep
No wake from sleep
No way to keep myself warm and alive
Much like a corpse: heavy and weak
Watching my hands cutting through beams of light
Never felt love, never felt right
I feel myself frozen in time
With heavy heart and empty mind
I sink into the fate I am assigned

Out of sight, and out of mind
Easier to run and hide
Typical, typical
I can never find the light
Weighted by the memories
There's no good in anything
Cynical, cynical
This is all I'll ever be

A haunting reflection of misery
A repetitious painful history
I've never known no one as cold as me
As cold as me
As cold as-

Drowning, sinking
Time is fleeting
I don't want to drink away life anymore
Drowning, sinking
Slowly bleeding
Lungs too heavy
I sink as I have before

I don't want to drink
I don't want to sink
I fear I've reached the bottom once again
I don't want to die
Heaven knows I tried
I'm always drowning in the deepest end