"Rest Of My Life (DEMO)" lyrics

Kinda lookin' forward
To the rest of my life, my life, my life
Tried to close the curtains
But it wasn't the time, the time, the time
My time

My mind gets lost, and wanders too far
I wonder where all the people are
My thoughts always leave me all alone
I'm not close to the phone
So don't call
I've got bitter habits
That I can't seem to break
Like my father, and my mother
Overflowing with hate
But unlike the ones before me
Love is hidden away
I'm not lookin' to share
No hate
I'm looking forward to the rest of my life

Kinda lookin' forward
To the rest of my life, my life, my life
Tried to close the curtains
But it wasn't the time, the time, the time
My time

I wish I knew myself pretty well
But these days, I'm a stranger to self
The world around me's burnin in Hell
But I'll wait until my farewell
I've got nasty habits
That I can't seem to break
Mama taught me to be spiteful
Daddy full of blind hate
But unlike the ones before me
Love is hidden away
I'm lookin' forward to
Today
I've got bitter habits that I can't seem to break

Kinda lookin' forward
To the rest of my life, my life, my life
Tried to close the curtains
But it wasn't the time, the time, the time
My time
Kinda lookin' forward
To the rest of my life, my life, my life
Tried to close the curtains
But it wasn't the time, the time, the time
My time

Kinda lookin' forward to the rest of my life
I just wanna feel love for the rest of my life
My life, my life, my life