"death wish" lyrics

Do you remember the pact that we made
To move to Japan
Live till a hundred and eight?
I'm scared you might go and throw it all away
For a tall pretty boy
With a good looking face

Does it make me an awful person
'Cause I don't wanna lose
My favorite people to other people
That I didn't choose
I'll never say it but I'm praying
They don't find out who
They're looking for

I know it sounds bad, like a death wish
Oh-oh
But Cupid keeps killing my friendships
Oh-oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though I'll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish

I know it's normal to grow apart at our kind of age
But I was hoping that boy you like would be just a phase
And you'd run back to me, laugh and commiserate
But you've been gone for weeks
Guess Romeo's here to stay

Does it make me an awful person
'Cause I don't wanna lose
My favorite person
Nothing's worse than ever losing you
I'll never say it but I'm praying
They don't find out who
They're looking for

I know it sounds bad, like a death wish
Oh-oh
But Cupid keeps killing my friendships
Oh-oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though I'll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish

How dare he goes and take my favorite?
I loved you way before they did
I'll bite my tongue
No, I won't say it
Won't say it, won't say it

I know it sounds bad, like a death wish
Oh-oh
But Cupid keeps killing my friendships
Oh-oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though I'll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish

I'll bite my tongue
No, I won't say it
Under my breath
I got a death wish