"The Outsider" lyrics

Does it feel
Like there's somebody missing at the party
Or is everybody fine where they are
(Without me?)
Do you even care
That I'm the only one not there
Or was forgetting me not really that hard?

Do I hate missing out
Or hate the thought of you not missing me?
Missing me

See it still when I close my eyes
I go back to those summer nights
Driving fast down a dead-end road
Staying out past the afterglow
Now you're laughing with someone new
Doing things that we used to do
And I'm just someone you used to know
The outsider of an inside joke

So hard not to notice when you're not around
Caught up in a memory and I can't come down
And nobody warned me how bad it would haunt me
To see you so happy out on your own

Do I hate missing out
Or hate the thought of you not missing me?
Missing me

See you still when I close my eyes
I go back to those summer nights
Driving fast down a dead-end road
Staying out past the afterglow
Now you're laughing with someone new
Doing things that we used to do
And I'm just someone you used to know
The outsider of an inside joke

Is the joke on me?
Was I the only one that
Didn't see it coming?
Is the joke on me?
Was I the only one that
Didn't see it coming?

See you still when I close my eyes
I go back to those summer nights
Driving fast down a dead-end road
Staying out past the afterglow
Now you're laughing with someone new
Doing things that we used to do
And I'm just someone you used to know
The outsider of an inside joke

I'm just someone you used to know
The outsider of an inside joke