"Again" lyrics

It's getting harder to pretend
The days they start so quick and somehow never end
Finally made it outside
The sun was dressed in red
I just wanna feel something again

There is a garden I must tend
Spend my time just finding tying up my loose ends
Flower growing toward the sun must learn to bend
He just wants to feel something again

And I should've had both my feet back on the ground
Fly up a half of a mile 'fore you push me out
Paint a picture, hang it up there
Watercolor blurs, it's hard to comprehend
By the time it dries, it's not what I intended
Already got so much of myself that I've expended
I just wanna feel something again