"can't look back" lyrics

I thought about
Giving up everything I own and then moving out
I'm a prisoner in this home
I keep my curtains shut, sabotage everything I love
For a temporary feeling that only left me numb, damn

Some days, I'm a kamikaze
There's no way you can fucking stop me

I can't look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket
Cut the strings that were attached
I'm bad, and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me

God damn, I just got some bad news
I lost some more friends, got their names tattooed
I take my .45, point it right at you
'Cause you can't take nothing away from me, I got nothing to lose

Some days, I'm a kamikaze
There's no way you can fucking stop me

I can't look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket
Cut the strings that were attached
I'm bad, and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me

Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy, I guess this is the end of me