"goddamn" lyrics

Goddamn, thought we had a chance
Slipped right through my fingers when I had it in my hands, yeah
Goddamn, try to understand
That's the way it was, but it isn't who I am, goddamn

Every night I drive in the summer
Head out of the window, I'm a skydive jumper
Two bags like the eyes they under
Chasing good times till we die, motherfucker

Wasted years but kept my soul
I always knew my home was rock 'n' rollin'
Days are short, before I go
I want my casket laced with guns and roses

Goddamn, thought we had a chance
Slipped right through my fingers when I had it in my hands, yeah
Goddamn, try to understand
That's the way it was, but it isn't who I am, goddamn

Goddamn
Goddamn

I swear too much, fuck yeah
Tell me something I don't know
I care too much, so what?
Life's short and I spent too many hours doing nothing about it
And I spent too much money that never amounted to nothing
I've been drowning in something, I'm a downer on substances
I'm a functioning junkie turning my life around

Wasted years but kept my soul
I always knew my home was rock 'n' rollin'
Days are short, before I go
I want my casket laced with guns and roses

Goddamn, thought we had a chance
Slipped right through my fingers when I had it in my hands, yeah
Goddamn, try to understand
That's the way it was, but it isn't who I am, goddamn

Never had a chance to be young. Goddamn
No one grows old where I'm from. Goddamn
Going through the motions all alone. Goddamn
I can't lift this weight off of my shoulders. Goddamn

Feel like they forgot my city. Goddamn
No one sittin' shotgun with me. Goddamn
I can feel the cracks in my bones. Goddamn
I don't think I'm ever goin' home. Goddamn

See something pretty, then I look too close
Do something shitty, so my darkness shows
Push you away till you let me go
Sick of who I am, goddamn
Goddamn