"Middle Of The Bed" lyrics

My friends think I'm so strong how I'm getting through this
And I bet you think that I'm just a cold-hearted bitch
I pulled the rug but we both know someone had to do it
And I had to do it
We were both losing
I ain't gonna get drunk and call you
'Cause I am almost always all right

I know that I can live without you
I swear I'll put the end of us to rest
I hardly ever think about you
Only issue is I miss you
When I roll into the middle of the bed
I reach for you like we ain't broke up
For a second even wonder where you went
Tomorrow I'll be perfectly fine but
Only issue is I miss you
When I roll into the middle of the bed
In the middle of the bed

My therapist says it's 'cause I ain't coping
My sister says it's just all that lonely setting in
Guess the last thing to let go is your subconscious
But if I'm honest
Might be this California king

I know that I can live without you
I swear I'll put the end of us to rest
I hardly ever think about you
Only issue is I miss you
When I roll into the middle of the bed
I reach for you like we ain't broke up
For a second even wonder where you went
Tomorrow I'll be perfectly fine but
Only issue is I miss you
When I roll into the middle of the bed
In the middle of the bed

In the middle of the bed
In the middle of the night
Your ghost is back again
In the middle of my mind
In the middle of a dream
You're still laying by my side

I know that I can live without you
I swear I'll put the end of us to rest
I hardly ever think about you
Only issue is I miss you
When I roll into the middle of the bed
I reach for you like we ain't broke up
For a second even wonder where you went
Tomorrow I'll be perfectly fine but
Only issue is I miss you
When I roll into the middle of the bed
In the middle of the bed

In the middle of the bed
In the middle of the night
In the middle of a dream
You're still laying by my side