"Ambivalence" lyrics

I was on the phone, standing in the hotel lobby
It was 7 a.m. in a foreign country
Trying to pick up a signal and I lose you, and you find me
You're so close, but you won't hold my hand
You're a lover, but you are not my friend
Here for the party, but never the ending
A free fall, you're just not the landing

You're always right here no matter who I'm with
Always change right when I get the hang of it
Can't make up my mind, you win me over every time
You're always right here, I'm still not used to it
Ambivalence
Ambivalence

Now that I'm back home, something in my body
That won't let me come down so I'm staring a hole through the ceiling
Half believing I'm in between dying and dreaming
I'm so close, but I can't hold your hand
I'm a lover, but I am not your friend
Hurts when the stars don't align 'cause I've killed all my time with you on my mind

You're always right here no matter who I'm with
Always change right when I get the hang of it
Can't make up my mind, you win me over every time
You're always right here, I'm still not used to it
Ambivalence
Ambivalence
Ambivalence
Ambivalence

I can always count on you for one thing
You to dance my night away
You to dance my night away
You to dance my night away
Ambivalence
Ambivalence

I can always count on you for one thing
You to dance my night away
You to dance my night away
You to dance my night away
Ambivalence
Ambivalence

Ambivalence
Ambivalence