"Default" lyrics

Breathing gets so hard for me now
It's speeding up and slowing back down
When did breathing get so hard under the moonlight?
If you're hearing this I hope that you're proud
Can't even count how many times I let you down
If there's a God or there's a sign it's time that you send it out

And oh my love you bring me back to default
The more I spill it out, you bring me down to such a deep hole, honey

I know how long this must be
Comin for me
I swear I swear I will be
The end of me the end of me
You take you take every last drop from me
I feel this will be
The death of me the death of me