"prayer" lyrics

Sometimes I want it all to end
When I really want is a friend
Every night I pray for God to send
For a day where I don't pretend

I fell down the rabbit hole for too long
'Cause my mind just wasn't strong
Stuck in a loop I wept on the noose
'Cause I thought I was all wrong

Praying on my knees
Heaven help me, please
I need a sign or a thought
That I'm gonna be okay
That I'm gonna be okay

In the hall, I leaned against the wall
Crying 'til I felt the pain
Wild dreams and silent feelings
Thinking that I'm all to blame

They look at me and they see nothing
Though I'm screaming and running
I got lost in my mind
Trying to see while I'm blind
God help me find peace

Praying on my knees
Heaven help me, please
I need a sign or a thought
That I'm gonna be okay
That I'm gonna be okay

Oh oh, oh, oh oh, oh
Oh oh, oh, oh oh, oh
Oh oh, oh, oh oh, oh
Oh oh, oh, oh oh, oh

Praying on my knees
Oh, heaven help me, please
I need a sign or a thought
That I'm gonna be okay
That I'm gonna be okay
That I'm gonna be okay
That I'm gonna be okay