"MTJL" lyrics

I wish I was a morning person, but I'm not
I should have called my mum, but I forgot
I dunno why my back is hurting, I'm only 21
I wish I learned guitar, but I gave up
I'm just a mess
Maybe that's just life, I guess

I wish I weren't an over thinker, but I am
Wish I could get my friends to understand
I wish I was a better singer, or better than I am
I wish one little thing would go to plan
I'm sad, I'm stressed
Maybe that's just life, I guess

Don't wanna sound ungrateful
No, I'm not doing bad
Another day could be the best I've ever had
Oh but today, today I'm feeling sad

I wish I was a morning person, but I'm not
I'd rather sleep some more, and man why not?
I always feel so undeserving, but I deserve a lot
Took some time but now I know I'm not, not just a mess
And maybe that's just life
Maybe that's just life
Maybe that's just life, I guess