"Stranger" lyrics

Why am I not good enough to cry?
Why d'ya shrug your shoulders every time?
You know it's gonna cut so deep inside
Wish I could spread my wings and learn to fly
Question every action and reason why do
I need serotonin to get by

Mind don't let me down again

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger
The season is changed, not the same now that I'm getting older
Feelings I feel but I'm known to the words of a prayer
The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

Cracks in the glass that spits like broken scars
Wondering when we grow up who we are
Watching all the worries hit me fast
Deep ties to everything I thought was home
Walking like the wooded only know
Waiting for my world to self explode

Why does it hurt even if it doesn't?

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger
The season is changed not the same now that I'm getting older
Feelings I feel but I'm known to the words of a prayer
The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

The big girl in the corner, I wish somebody would warn her
'Cause assault doesn't come with an excuse
I just felt so transparent, all my thoughts become unpleasant
I was like an open window to abuse

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger
The season is changed not the same now that I'm getting older
Feelings I feel but I'm known to the words of a prayer
The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger to me