"LIFE OF THE PARTY" lyrics

How did I end up here this time
It feels familiar, but then why
Is my heart beating fast
In my chest
And I cannot make it stop

I wanna give in so bad
Break under pressure, I don't really know when the the show starts, but I know where it ends

Oh I'm the life of the party
I'm good, I'm bad
When I'm happy I'm sad
Can I be a multitude of different ways
Oh I'll dance away 'til the morning
I am lost, I am found
Being tossed around
I don't really care what they think of me

Can you hear it as a symphony
Too many voices to keep up with, so it seems
And they're all trying to win
Fulfill their dreams
And they're vying to be heard

Can you see it as a mix of hues
A swirling mess of multitudes
Oh. Never just one
But it brought me this far
Now I'm everything all at once

Oh I'm the life of the party
I'm good, I'm bad
When I'm happy I'm sad
Can I be a multitude of different ways
Oh I'll dance away 'til the morning
I am lost, I am found
Being tossed around
I don't really care what they think of me

Oh I'm the life of the party
I'm good, I'm bad
When I'm happy I'm sad
Can I be a multitude of different ways
Oh I'll dance away 'til the morning
I am lost, I am found
Being tossed around
I don't really care what they think of me

I cry, I laugh, oh comic mess, I keep coming back