"2009" lyrics

Woke up again
With a gun to my head
Swear it's not a mistake
It's the feeling I dread
The ceilings on my chest
Kinda feelin depressed

I'm at a party with no friends (Hey)
Wishing it would end (Hey)
Show up just to get high
Jealous of the old times
And I wanna fuck up my whole life
Yea yea yea

Can you see me
I'm just stuck on repeat
Like a broken tv from 2009
I wish I could die
I wish I could die
In 2009

This is the last time
I'm going all night
My friends are wasted
They're busy chasin
Dreams and girls and boys
While I'm stuck in a fringe state
Terrified of livin

I hear a voice in the air (Hey)
Demons everywhere (Hey)
Show up just to get high
Jealous of the old times
And I wanna fuck up my whole life
Yea yea yea
The walls are closing in

Can you see me
I'm just stuck on repeat
Like a broken tv from 2009
Yea

Can you see me
I'm just stuck on repeat
Like a broken tv from 2009
I wish I could die
I wish I could die
In 2009