"Desperate" lyrics

I cannot make this right
When I've lost my mind
Keeping it close to me
Your ghost is too easy to find
And my hollow heart
My hollow heart
Desperately crashing down

These days are stuck in my head
At night I lay in my bed
I wish you could feel
These thoughts that I'm thinking are feeling so real

How'd we end up this way?
Nothing like we used to be
How'd we end up this way?
Stuck in my apathy
We're nothing like we used to be
We're nothing like we used to be

I run away (can't see it, can't see it)
I run away (don't believe it, believe)
I run away (can't see it, can't see it)
I run away (don't believe it, believe)

You know I can't be with anyone
What a lovely welcome
Becomes a [?]
I've been living in a night
Pretending, trying to make this right
I keep searching for that something
Storm is ending, I've got nothing to stand on
When will I be free again?

How'd we end up this way?
Nothing like we used to be
How'd we end up this way?
Stuck in my apathy
We're nothing like we used to be
We're nothing like we used to be

I run away (can't see it, can't see it)
I run away (don't believe it, believe)

These days are stuck in my head
At night I lay in my bed
I wish you could feel
These thoughts that I'm thinking are feeling so real