"Happy" lyrics

I don't think I am capable of
This teenage televised taping of love
But here is my guide on how to be alone
Just act like a freak
And sleep with everyone you've ever known

I'm half-crazy, all just cracked up
When will what I have ever be good enough?
I'm sad, funny, it seems lately
This ain't a fairytale and I don't think I'll ever be happy

I'd like to think romance is real
Open my chest, a heart you could steal
But here is my guide on how to stay alone
Just drink 'til you're gone, and pass out on the floor

I'm half-crazy, all just cracked up
When will what I have ever be good enough?
I'm sad, funny, it seems lately
This ain't a fairytale and I don't think I'll ever be happy

Happy
Half-crazy, all just cracked up
When will what I have ever be good enough?
I'm sad, funny, it seems lately
This ain't a fairytale and no, I am not smiling
'Cause I don't think I'll ever be