"Watch" lyrics

Telling the wide web that this is my era
Then writing a lot of heartbroken music
Nobody actually happy and healthy
Has ever felt so desperate to prove it
You took a road trip, into the mountains
I feel like all of my exes have done that
It looked like a film, Michael Cera would act in
And it felt like a face slap

It keeps hurting
But I keep searching, mm

You're still there (Still there)
You look better (What the fuck?)
I fought it but I saw it
And it sawed me right in half
You still get to me
But I still let you (Yes, I do)
You are being a superstar
And all I got are victim cards
And you got every
Single thing you want
And I just watch

I just watch
I just watch

Millennium baby, but you are pretentious
So you have a camcorder out of the 90s
And everybody pretends that they're great
But what if you actually might be
I forget to, I forget to, so I gotta get my act together

You're still there (Still there)
You look better (What the fuck?)
I fought it but I saw it
And it sawed me right in half
You still get to me
But I still let you (Yes, I do)
You are being a superstar
And all I got are victim cards
And you got every
Single thing you want
And I just watch

I know that I should know better
I don't think I wanna get better
So obsessed now I don't have you
I just keep looking back at you
I know that I should know better
I don't think I wanna get better
So obsessed, I'm so obsessed

I'm still here
In my loafers, with a smoothie
And I saw you and your girlfriend
Sure, I don't know she's your girlfriend
Well, fucking sue me
'Cause at least then we could talk

You're still there (Still there)
You look better (What the fuck?)
I fought it but I saw it
And it sawed me right in half
You still get to me
But I still let you (Yes, I do)
Now you're living the goddamn dream
Have a golden star, this one's for free
'Cause you broke my heart and my self-esteem
For a girl who's a remix of me
But I guess you got everything you want
And I just watch