"Annie (Have Me)" lyrics
Mommy I swear I've hated you since the age of twelve
And when I start think too hard you make me hate myself
Cause I see you in the mirror when I look at me
I see all you could've been but you just wouldn't leave
I hate you for all the time that you wasted
I hate you for all the shit you tolerated
I hate you for the childhood I didn't have
I hate you for giving me a shitty dad
I hate that I miss you
I hate that I wish I could call and forgive you
I hate that you the reason I picked up a mic
And I hate that people tell me that we look alike
And I hate that you could never choose me
I hate that you could love a loser even if that means you lose me
I hate that im everything you should've been
And I hate im doing everything you could've did
I might need a magician cause no physician clinician fix my condition
The way you messed me up just cant be forgiven
So now I'm in the booth just telling all my business damn
It's a hard knock life for lil orphan Annie
It's a whole lotta money for lil orphan Annie
I went from rag to riches all about my business
And if it all falls down imma always have me
Always have me
Mommy's issues hit hard if im honest
Im scarred you broke my heart not doing shit that you promised
I was raising myself busy blaming myself
I ain't have no business being grown when im twelve
Im amazed I ain't rebel in school I still excelled
I just got busy playing the cards I was dealt
That shit was overwhelming
My daddy ain't shit he ain't helping
All cause you motherfucking selfish
I ain't in therapy but I need it
Instead I ignore shit and drink on the weekend
I get with my friends just to pretend
That I ain't falling off the deep end
I been the one to lean on I hate feeling weakened
This the typa shit I hate to revisit
Cause when talk about my childhood I re live it
And this really goes beyond me
I hope you know it's your fault that im scared to be a mommy
I might need a magician can't no physician
Clinician fix my condition
The way messed me up can't be forgiven
Cause now I'm in the booth just telling all my business
And when I start think too hard you make me hate myself
Cause I see you in the mirror when I look at me
I see all you could've been but you just wouldn't leave
I hate you for all the time that you wasted
I hate you for all the shit you tolerated
I hate you for the childhood I didn't have
I hate you for giving me a shitty dad
I hate that I miss you
I hate that I wish I could call and forgive you
I hate that you the reason I picked up a mic
And I hate that people tell me that we look alike
And I hate that you could never choose me
I hate that you could love a loser even if that means you lose me
I hate that im everything you should've been
And I hate im doing everything you could've did
I might need a magician cause no physician clinician fix my condition
The way you messed me up just cant be forgiven
So now I'm in the booth just telling all my business damn
It's a hard knock life for lil orphan Annie
It's a whole lotta money for lil orphan Annie
I went from rag to riches all about my business
And if it all falls down imma always have me
Always have me
Mommy's issues hit hard if im honest
Im scarred you broke my heart not doing shit that you promised
I was raising myself busy blaming myself
I ain't have no business being grown when im twelve
Im amazed I ain't rebel in school I still excelled
I just got busy playing the cards I was dealt
That shit was overwhelming
My daddy ain't shit he ain't helping
All cause you motherfucking selfish
I ain't in therapy but I need it
Instead I ignore shit and drink on the weekend
I get with my friends just to pretend
That I ain't falling off the deep end
I been the one to lean on I hate feeling weakened
This the typa shit I hate to revisit
Cause when talk about my childhood I re live it
And this really goes beyond me
I hope you know it's your fault that im scared to be a mommy
I might need a magician can't no physician
Clinician fix my condition
The way messed me up can't be forgiven
Cause now I'm in the booth just telling all my business
