"Deteriorate" lyrics

Hello, can I survive this way?
Sing songs, get high and numb the pain

Time keeps marching on
Fake a smile and lock myself away
To dwell on all I've done wrong
Carry on 'til I'm gone

From first light, strive to create
Fill our lives with love and hate
Bide your time, count down the days
Say goodbye, deteriorate

(Deteriorate)
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I gave a prayer long ago
And found out that I'm alone
'Cause no one cares, it's hollow
We just go 'til we're gone

From first light, strive to create
Fill our lives with love and hate
Bide your time, count down the days
Say goodbye, deteriorate

Deteriorate

I've tried so many times
To feel fucking alive
Watch pieces of me float by
Wake up every day and try

From first light, strive to create
Fill our lives with love and hate
Bide your time, count down the days
Say goodbye, deteriorate

Deteriorate

Deteriorate