"Anhedonia" lyrics

On towers yelling out
Loudly, freely
A loud and crashing sound
Do you fear me?
Articulate my rage
It's so scary
Really, I hardly know
How you bear me

I know you can't trust me
I don't even trust me anymore
Anhedonia struck me
Do you think you'll love me
When it pours?

It seems so overcast
Shadows chase you
The water coming down
Rainfall, deep blue
The ballet came to town
Does it move you?
The writer chasing words
For her breakthrough

I know you can't trust me
I don't even trust me anymore
Anhedonia struck me
Do you think you'll love me
When it pours?

Swallowed by the rain
I don't even say what you want to hear anymore

I think I lost myself
To illusion
I squandered all my time
In seclusion
Now all my friends are gone
They look happy
I'm pretty sure they soon
Will forget me

I know you can't trust me
I don't even trust me anymore
Anhedonia struck me
Do you think you'll love me
When it pours?

Swallowed by the rain
I don't even say what you want to hear anymore

Where I go
Anhedonia knows
Where I go
Anhedonia knows