"Blackout" lyrics

Put myself in a dark hell
How am I doing I'm not well
Just woke up in a motel
Alone guess I blacked out

Popping pills not paying bills
I can't sit still my cup re-fills
I'm getting chills I know the drill
Ohh I'm feeling ill

Mixing with lemonade
Give in to my decay
Only myself to blame
Mamma I know she prays

No friend will lend hand
Burned every bridge I'm in

Not one lie left to tell
I know I need help

I'm breaking
Can ye change me
In a nightmare
Somebody wake me
Treading water
Till I can't see

I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle
Killing myself
Till I black out
Living in hell
Till I black out

Want it to be over
Waking up sober
Catch my breath and I count to 3

I want it to be over
Devils on my shoulder
Lift this curse right off of me

Drinking smoking 3 packets
Thinking don't be so average
Shaking in a jean jacket
See panic
Mean addict

That's when dreams vanish
Want me to rehab it
It's passed a bad habit
I can't stand it
I need answers

Never seen panic
That's when dreams vanish

I need answers

I'm breaking
Can ye change me
In a nightmare
Somebody wake me
Treading water
Till I can't see

I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle
Killing myself
Till I black out
Living in hell
Till I black out

Want it to be over
Waking up sober
Catch my breath and I count to 3

I want it to be over
Devils on my shoulder
Lift this curse right off of me

Truth is burning in my eyes
Feeling like I'm half alive
I swear this is the last time
Escaping my suicide

I black out won't wake up till tomorrow
Watch me drown at the bottom of a bottle
Killing myself
Till I black out
Living in hell
Till I black out

Want it to be over
Waking up sober
Catch my breath and I count to 3

I want it to be over
Devils on my shoulder
Lift this curse right off of me