"Most Of Me" lyrics

I'm not ready to confront
I'd rather cement my words this way
This could be the easy road out
But I'm just not all that happy
So I'm writing all this down
And I'll file it in a drawer someday
In lieu of a conversation
We'd probably forget to have anyway

I won't hold anything back
And I won't hold anything in
Feel like I know where this is going
And I might know how it ends
But I'm still
Willing to begin

You should know my story by now
And why I'm optimistic cautiously
I understand it's not your fault
But I'm not taking anything back
You still end up with Most of me

I won't hold anything back
And I won't hold anything in
Feel like I know where this is going
And I might know how it ends
But I'm still willing to begin

I expect you to fly
From New York to LA
And land on my doorstep
And smile at me and say
It was worth it to see most of me
Oh, do you love most of me?

You're just crossing paths
With the way he left me
I'm not saying a word
I'm watching you quietly
'Cause you're going to have to
Prove me wrong
Before I know this is right
We don't have to decide tonight
Just wait for me patiently
Oh, and you'll get all of me

Oh, I won't hold anything back
No, and I won't hold anything in
Feel like I know where this is going
And I might know how it ends
But I'm still willing to begin